My Knight in Shining Armor

I deserve better.
I know I do.
You practically used me.
Granted yes, I deserve it.
I didn't want it.
Now I do.
Now it's gone.
I apologized.
I freaked out.
I don't know what happened.
It all started with a random trip.
Which lead to poke wars.
Then lead to texts with smiley faces.
You gave me butterflies in my tummy.
You were able to make me giggle and smile.
My day wouldn't be complete without hearing from you.
Things went by fast.
One thing lead to another.
You saw one of my bad sides.
Guess it wasn't something you like.
Now I'm left feeling used.
Worthless.
Flustered.
Confused.
Lost.
But I will get over it.
I need a closure.
An in person closure.
None of that phone shit.
If I really deserve it.
Then tell me in person.
I at least deserve that.