Girl: [hands boy heart] "Be careful with it ... its fragile"
Guy: [drops heart] "Eh, it was worthless anyways..."

She was a young girl trying to find herself. She was lost, she was confused, then she realized that there were far more important things in life than to wallow in her own problems. "F*ck it!" Life is really too short to be thinking negatively. Then one random night, she decides to go on an adventure with her roommate. Care free she decided to have fun when she should be studying. They were young, the night itself was young. She realized that she might be the third wheel but she was okay, as long as she was out and about and not crammed in her room. She met someone that night. She thought this someone was special. He was nice, sweet and caring. He flattered her whenever he could. The night after they started talking to each other. She felt something she hasn't felt in a while. She felt happy. Life was going good for her, or so she thought. They went on a few dates and whatnot and they were awesome. He made her smile. She made him smile. Then things started going down hill really fast. Now she is left alone. Broken. Mending herself from this experience. As if she is a worn out toy that no child would touch. It was meant to be all fun and games but things got complicated. She opened up to him. She let her guard down. Now she's back in her Pandora box.

Shit happens. Like f'real. Unexpected shit happens. I didn't expect nor see any of this coming. In a way I wished he minded his own business and stayed in his own little world. Then I wouldn't be feeling like this. I don't have time to freaking feel like this, but it is inevitable. I refuse to let myself cry cause I'm done crying. I deserve better. Way better. At first it was like a "What the f*ck just happened" kind of feeling but at the end, it's me at the end. I don't mind. I'm just going to have fun with my life. New year, new beginnings.