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Having insomnia really really sucks butt! Like seriously. Tomorrow's my first day of Spring Quarter as well as cardio kickboxing and I can't sleep for sh*t! I went to bed at 11ish hoping that I would fall asleep but so far nothing. It's really pissing me off how I can't sleep! I have 4 back to back classes tomorrow and I know I'm going to need to energy :[ It's about 2:30am and I have to wake up at 6:30am giving me four hours of sleep, if I can sleep that is. Ugh! I don't want to take sleeping pills because that will make me extremely groggy and it requires at least 8hrs+ of sleep!Ugh! I really don't know what to do. Maybe I'll go to the store tomorrow and buy me some of that melatonin to help me sleep since I have 8am classes every day of the week. It's like high school all over again! But the good thing is that I'm done early so yay me! :] I think I'm going to try to find a way to bore myself out.

Can I have this dance?

As I'm sitting upon my bed trying to bore myself off so I can finally sleep, the sound of High School Musical 3 is playing on the background as I'm searching the net. The song "Can I Have This Dance?" came on and I don't know why but my prom came up and I just reminisced on my prom 2 years ago. My prom unfortunately wasn't that great, in fact, it was nothing on how I imagined it would be. My prom date was a friend that wasn't even going to go to prom until I brought it up. I had to make sure he wouldn't get in a fight with his ex-girlfriend and ex-friend. My "best-friend" was off with her currently ex-boyfriend with other people. All my friends were scattered all over the yacht [trust me, it wasn't that great having prom on a yacht] I was mainly hanging out with a few people [I love em' and all but I would've love to be around everyone] Prom was suppose to be a night where everyone was suppose to be together and cherish the moments. Instead ... it wasn't. /tear. It's okay, I'm over it, it's just like ugh.

I slept ALL day today. I had nothing else to do. The boyfriend isn't back til noon-ish today. Ugh. I'm so lonely right now. I don't like being lonely. It's too .. weird. Blahhhhh.

Boom Boom Pow!

I'm back at my apartment and I am extremely BORED out of my mind! The boyfriend was suppose to come back with me tonight but he couldn't due to family obligations. The roommate is home for the weekend and no one is really responding to my texts =[ *sigh I want some mumbles but I'm kind of a fraidy cat to walk over there myself. I should go exercise but I feel tired ... maybe I'll do some organizing ... Idk ... I feel blahhhhhh ....

imu.

<3 Sandi

Spring Break!

[[ Nice Little Break ]]
Spring break has started! Well, it started officially at around 12:30pm on Saturday after I finished my last final but it officially started today when I found out all of my grades and I am quite satisfied with the result! I don't really mind that I ended up passing with C+ for all my classes mainly because this quarter was my come back quarter. I came back, I passed ALL of my classes, earned the 12 units that I needed to earn and got a 2.0+ GPA for the quarter! Wo0t! I'm off of AP! So freakin' happy!! :] I felt so relieved when I saw my grades, it was like ... YES!!

[[ Job Hunt ]]
I went to a job interview at Juice it Up! on Saturday morning before my final. From my perspective I thought the interview went fine considering I have experience with smoothies before. I guess it's not enough for them since they haven't called me about it. I sent them an email since they did not provide me a number to call them but whatevers. I don't really mind anymore ;] It just means I'll just have to look harder for a job.

[[ Spring Quarter ]]
Next quarter I am taking on [drumroll mix with intense dramatic music] 4 courses, a total of 18 units! That's a lot and it's going to be my first time taking on more than 3 courses. I realized that I need to step up my game and stop being lazy. I need to learn how to balance out my time and make sure I attend ALL of my classes, although an exceptional 3 ditch days per class is always there but no ditching discussions! Discussions are so boring though ... an hour of my life ... ugh but whatevers. I've decided to take on two political science classes, one comparative literature, and one sociology class. Eep! Hopefully I do well. I just keep telling myself that all these classes are SO much better than math. I miss the sciences, but I don't miss the math of it. I'm kind of excited for spring quarter regardless of the work load :]

[[ 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and get them sit-ups up right ]]
Towards the end of last quarter, my friend Oscar and I have gotten into Ab Attack. Ab Attack is a workout session they have at our school at the gym where it mainly focuses on abs. Omg! The first day after ab attack, I was freakin' sore! It felt nice though. It made me feel good about myself and that I was doing something about my weight. I scheduled my classes around ab attack next quarter just so I could attend the workout sessions and help tone down my abs. Well right now there isn't really abs, just stomach but I noticed how instead of an outer curve, it's starting to flatten and I like it. The workout session is quite difficult and there were times where I just laid there asking myself why I kept coming back but so far the result looks good [even though I pigged out during finals week] It's going to take a lot of work for my to look decent in a 2-piece bathing suit but I am willing to work towards it. I obviously am looking forward to that burn! :] Besides abs, I need to work on my cardio, I might ask Oscar and Dani to run with me. They're both fitter than I am so it's gonna take a lot of effort from to me to keep up. Hopefully I keep up with this excercise and achieve the results I want! :]

[[ Make-Up ]]
I think my make-up obsession started to fade away considering the fact that I can't afford it :[ It's so sad ... *sigh

[[ Love is in the Air ]]
The boyfriend has been such a sweetie pie in dealing with me and my mental breakdowns lately. I love him sooo much! It's okay if you don't spoil me with gifts babe! I still loves you!

[[ Phew! ]]
That was a long post! Overall this quarter burnt me up and I'm refreshing up for Spring quarter! I definitely need to focus really hard this quarter. No more slacking off. No more distractions! Eep!

Less than three, Sandi

Baby, it's cold outside

Brrrr!!! I am currently sitting outside waiting for my noon class ... I kind of regret ditching my History class at the moment but it's nothing I can't catch up on, majority of the lectures are posted online and such, now the big question is whether I should skip macroeconomics or not ... hm ... I am cold ... and there's a hole in my jeans ... and it's very uncomfortable and a tad bit embarrassing. So during my last post I was 19, now I'm 20! Wo0t! woot! My birthday was awesome!! It consisted of Lucille's, friends and alcohol. Omg, so much running around and so much alcohol. I will never be able to eat ribs ever again! I now associate ribs with alcohol ... so bad cause I LOVED ribs ... now not so much. I drank so much alcohol that I ended up throwing up so much in the morning as well as a horrible hangover and then I had to cancel a knott's double dateh I trip that was gonna happen, but it's all good since everyone was tired and a bit hungover, we just kicked it in the jacuzzi =]

So there's a possibility I might get a new car. Don't know which one, but I know it'll be a Nissan for sure ... I'm excited although I need to renew my license this week as well as get stuff done with the insurance since they're being anal about this situation.

[To the boyfriend] Hi babyyyy! I know you check up on these blogs =] SO, I'm currently at school hungry and waiting for you to come on campus to feed me =] Oh btw ... I is cold! I want snuggles!

I wanna color my hair!

<3 Sandi