Note: No one will be tagged in this note for they know who they are. I'm not going to expose or put anyone in blast because quite frankly, there's no point anymore. I tend to express my feelings though writing more than speaking, so I'd figured this method would be efficient on my behalf. Oh, most importantly, don't take what I say up the ass.
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" ... there's no sense getting all riled up every time a bunch of idiots give you a hard time. In the end, the universe tends to unfold as it should." - Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
First of all, what did the hell did I do wrong? I took people into my home with a few parties here and there, made sure everyone was fed and safe and this is how I get treated? Excuse my language, but WHAT THE FUCK. Granted I shared an apartment with roommates and shit, but I dealt with all of your damn shenanigans and noise on a freaking school night. I didn't yell, scream or shout for you guys to shut up, all I did was welcome you guys into my home and made sure you guys were comfortable. ESPECIALLY when I provided a place for a certain someone to go to when their roommates made you feel uncomfortable in your own home. I made sure YOU were fine with everything and that YOU were well taken care of. And then there was you, the one who's trying so hard to be so nice and yet you took what I said up the ass and just decided to be the best friend you can ever be and just be there for her. Is that really the case or do you still wanna sleep with her? That's right, I went there. You're smart, use that brain of yours. Granted your intention is to be the person she runs to when she has problems, but hmm, was that REALLY your first intention? At least I'm being honest about my feelings and she has a hint of what the hell is going on.
Speaking of which, since I will be going off on tangents often, I really wasn't mad at you. It was just getting a tad bit annoying of your continuous raucous actions when you're not sober. You were a different person when I first met you, and I miss that person. Instead of ignoring me and assuming I was mad, you should have just talked to me about it. Just because you have a pretty face doesn't mean everything will go your way.
I gotta admit, I was pretty irked when I found out about your lovely parties and whatnot but you know what? I don't give a damn anymore.
But tell me, what kind of person would do that? Welcomed you guys to my home, cleaned up after your mess, and then boom, kicked me out of your life because of some girl? Let me know if it's worth it in the long run.
How ironic, everyone I've introduced you to has apparently been fooled by the facade you've been "frontin'" Instead of telling everyone how "real" you are, take a step back and look at yourself, you're just like every pretty girl out there that just uses her looks to manipulate the people around her.
As hostile as this sounds, thank you. Thank you for showing me your true colors.
As for the few close friends I have, I love and appreciate you guys more than you guys will ever know.
For whomever s reading this, thanks for taking time to read this note of mine :D
Monday, October 19, 2009
"Associate yourself with men of good quality if you esteem your own reputation; for 'tis better to be alone than in bad company." - George Washington
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