Saturday, March 28, 2009

Can I have this dance?

As I'm sitting upon my bed trying to bore myself off so I can finally sleep, the sound of High School Musical 3 is playing on the background as I'm searching the net. The song "Can I Have This Dance?" came on and I don't know why but my prom came up and I just reminisced on my prom 2 years ago. My prom unfortunately wasn't that great, in fact, it was nothing on how I imagined it would be. My prom date was a friend that wasn't even going to go to prom until I brought it up. I had to make sure he wouldn't get in a fight with his ex-girlfriend and ex-friend. My "best-friend" was off with her currently ex-boyfriend with other people. All my friends were scattered all over the yacht [trust me, it wasn't that great having prom on a yacht] I was mainly hanging out with a few people [I love em' and all but I would've love to be around everyone] Prom was suppose to be a night where everyone was suppose to be together and cherish the moments. Instead ... it wasn't. /tear. It's okay, I'm over it, it's just like ugh.

I slept ALL day today. I had nothing else to do. The boyfriend isn't back til noon-ish today. Ugh. I'm so lonely right now. I don't like being lonely. It's too .. weird. Blahhhhh.

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