Smile.

I try to smile every time I'm outside in public. I don't like it when people try to read me or I guess "figure me out". I don't like being predictable to the point where I can't do anything without someone calling out my moves. I usually make an attempt to smile so people can see the facade I try to put up for myself.

I don't know what I want at the moment. I'm sitting on my bed, sweating my ass off, I'm staring at my spanish presentation as well as my spanish homework. I should be studying. I should be preparing myself my upcoming exams. I have all this time and yet, I feel so down that I don't know what to do.

I want something ... spontaneous to happen.